Blind Shape

Ph FABION BARON & DAVID BURTON

Alexander McQueen S/S 2012

Interview with Sarah Burton here

It's time to let the wind blow again, time to let things go as the leaves find suitable through the whispers of the blowing muses; I don't use to believe in self made rationality, as I'm always disrupting logic notions with my emotions; in a life of true sharing one can only aim what the other commands through fortune willing rightness! Feel it? I could go by your hand with my eyes wide shut, with my mouth closed for the eternity; I could starve without dying, only with the nutritional side of your love; I could open my arms through the tides, following them as leaders, taking me underneath...listening the silence, always the silence; from the hours pushing me back, from underneath I would see the moon light cracking no more; the water has always cared about me. I would keep falling, underneath, to the sea bed, I would only need the certainty of your presence down there. If I manage to let the blow speak my heart, I hope somehow you'll get the answer. Perhaps my task came through the waves of a delusional bow...from a head that manage to disguise the magnitude of the movement, from the origin to the floor! I'll follow you forever...do you see me there?

Gust and Dust

GUYS!!! How are you??? How was Carnival? I am being busy like hell! It would be great if it was just a bunch of great things, but not everything are beautiful like flowers right? It would be so much easier if my stupid being didn't find useful to try to do everything at the same time, or if I was not the person with most accurate locater for complicated things and, with a huge highlight, if it wasn't me the person who I am referring to! I know that none of you (or very little few) know me that well, but I'm sure that many of you have read my rubbishes about every nonsense that occurs to me! The truth is: sometimes it is just way much easier to translate my feelings here than to talk about it...perhaps because the unilateral thing here is assured from the moment I start writing till the moment you make your first comment! Today I ain't let myself do that! Today I'm giving you one more look of mine and my carnival costume (a very simple one)...I own myself a brake! :D

- Português -

Pessoal! Como vai/foi o Carnaval??? Tenho estado tão ocupado! Era bom que fossem tudo coisas boas, mas nem tudo são rosas! A minha vida seria simples se eu não fosse o louco de sempre que me prendo a mil e uma tarefas em simultâneo; se eu não fosse sempre a pessoa com mais pontaria para coisas complicadas e, principalmente, se eu não fosse eu a pessoa que está envolvida nesta história! Ora, eu sei que nenhum de vós (ou poucos pelo menos), realmente me conhecem, mas muitos de vós, é certo, já leram muitos dos meus desabafos! Que coisa...às vezes sinto-me mais capaz de escrever aqui o que sinto do que propriamente falá-lo! Talvez porque, de certa forma, o cariz unilateral se prenda ao momento em que tudo se aflora! Hoje não vou desinibir o meu núcleo sensitivo, hoje vou-vos dar a conhecer um novo look e o meu disfarce de carnaval! Na verdade, acho que devo a mim mesmo um desconto. Apoiam-me não é? 

Pictures taken by MYFASHIONINSIDER

Shirt ZARA

Sweater UNITED COLOURS OF BENETTON

Blazer ZARA

Jeans ZARA

Boots ZARA

Waistcoat ZARA

Hat borrowed from MYFASHIONINSIDER

Bow-tie BLANCO

Finally my Carnival look! Not that awesome but was a "till the last moment" kind of thing! It is suppose to be a GOLDEN BOY! Not that extreme, but simple and very cheap! XD

OUR MEGA MASKED-FRIENDS APPAREL!!! And Sofia (an also über important member our crew) was taking the picture! Thank you girls for this mega night! Sunshine in my life! :*

25 January...dear Birthday

Pics taken by MYFASHIONINSIDER

Hello my dears! I've been busy, studying hard for exams, training to the upcoming Ballroom Dance Championships...so a lot of stuff around! I have news for you: last 25th January was my birthday...and what was the big surprise??? My bf SUDDENLY appeared in front of me...and my words were vanished! Just an HUGE  passion and...well...a massive HUG, and a bunch of other things! :D...It was a magical day indeed, full of what makes my life a shiny place! I'm sooo happy to feel this way! 

Here is my new look...hope you guys like it the way I do! :DDD

- Português -

COISAS BOAS!!! Tenho andado cheio de coisas para fazer, a estudar para exames, treinar para os campeonatos de Dança de Salão que se vêm a aproximar...tanta coisa...vidinha a mil!!! Tenho notícias para vocês: no passado dia 25 de Janeiro foi o meu aniversário :D e que GRANDE surpresa tive eu!!! O meu bf apareceu-me DE SURPRESA à minha frente...e como eu fiquei sem palavras!!! O que se sucedeu já era espectável :D Abraços cheios de amor e muitas outras coisas! :DDD Foi um dia cheio de coisas maravilhosas apesar de ter de estudar...tudo o que me faz amar a vida que tenho esteve lá a mostrar quanto os meus dias podem ser brilhantes!

Aqui está o meu novo Look...espero que gostem tanto quanto eu!

Kisses
João

Jumper ZARA

Trousers PULL&BEAR

Blazer ZARA

Satchel HAND MADE (christmas gift from my bf...from a shop in Santa Catarina, Oporto)

Boots SILVÉRIO SILVA

My absentee!

MY FOLLOWERS!!! Sorry...so sorry for my absentee!!! :( I've been totally away...it's not every day I have my love with me, so the past 3 weeks I've been all cuddling and all loving! I'm sure you understand! I've have a lot of new stuff to share...and I am really excited to do that! Tomorrow you'll have fresh and shinning posts! Can't wait for your always warm words! :D

- Português -

MEUS SEGUIDORES!!! DESCULPEMMM...desculpem-me por toda esta minha ausência!!! :( Tenho estado todo focado em aproveitar as férias com o meu outro lado...sim, porque não é todos os dias que temos três semanas para nós! Decerto compreendem bem a vontade que estava em passar tempo a proveitar a nossa intimidade! A questão é: tenho montes de coisas novas para vos mostrar e muita coisa para partilhar...estou mesmo entusiasmado com isso (acho que se nota)! Amanhã cá estarei para vos refrescar a memória sobre a minha pessoa! 

Kisses and hugs,

João

Brussels nº1

Sometimes you just can't change it...sometimes you are just not good enough...sometimes you are just a pile of dust! Sometimes I just want to be a pile of dust...perhaps I could make life better for those who walk by my side! Sometimes I just need you to take out these memories from my mind...sometimes I just need you to make me believe I'm someone that is worthy...Am I?

Hi guys! Today I give you some of the photos I took during the tour! I have to say that I haven't done the best work capturing the city...My (borrowed) camera went out of battery a few times and I was always in such a rush...catching the city became an hard task for sure! Sorry for that! I have some pictures missing although...Hope to have some good ones among the missing pictures! :) Tomorrow I'll be posting a new look (or even today...haven't decided yet)! Come and check it guys :D

- Português -

Boa gente!!! Hoje trago-vos algumas fotos da cidade enquanto vagueava pelas terras Belgas! Tenho de admitir que, desta vez, não fui um bom fotógrafo, muito menos bom a captar a beleza da cidade! Diga-se de passagem que o facto da minha máquina fotográfica (emprestada) ter ficado sem bateria umas vezes e a nossa constante pressa para visitar tudo deu que tornou a tarefa de fotografar um bocadinho difícil! Desculpem por isso... A verdade é que ainda tenho umas fotografias por receber...espero ter umas boas entre elas! :) Amanhã coloco mais um outfit (ou ainda hoje...ainda a decidir)! Vão acompanhando!

Hope you're having fun Espero que se estejam a divertir

Great kisses 

João

News...Here they come!!!

Despite my recent thunderly kind of life, I've finally get my hands on Brussel's photo album! :D So, guys, THERE WILL BE NEWS TOMORROW! Don't forget to check it out! I leave you with a small teaser for the news that will be arriving soon!

- Português -

Apesar da vida em velocidade ciclónica dos últimos dias, tenho a dizer-vos que, finalmente, dei conta das minhas mãos terem o álbum de Bruxelas à disposição! :D Por isso, pessoal, VÃO HAVER NOVIDADES DAS FRESCAS AMANHÃ! Não se esqueçam de vir cá dar uma olhadela! XD Deixo-vos com um pequeno teaser para os próximos dias!

Picture taken by André (:D)

Waiting for the pictures!

Well...that's the problem about not having a camera for my own, right? I'm waiting for the pictures to be handled to me guys...I'll be posting right away! :D...Can't wait to share with you the fantastic moments in Brussels! 

- Português - 

Bem...cá estou eu de volta, feliz e restaurado para voltar a estudar sem poder me fartar! Mais uma vez, o problema de não ter uma máquina fotográfica totalmente minha...tenho de esperar pelas fotografias...e nesse campo têm surgido alguns obstáculos! Mal as tenha partilho com vocês todos os momentos maravilhosos que vivi em Bruxelas!

Huge kisses / Beijos enormes

João

Brussels, Here I GO!!!

If there was any sense around the lack of wings amongst the Humans, we would never build strong and heavy shells to forge our way between the mysteries of the air! Air...such a marvellous element! 

It's tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!! :D I can't feel happier! I'm crazy nervous...time seems to be lazy...Finally I'll be where I am suppose to be...next to the one I love! I'll be out from Portugal, out from studies, out from the Hospital, and specially out from the distance! Well...I have to admit, I'll be out from Blogui (here) too...but the thing is, I'll have a lot of news and pictures to share in 6 days! :DDD Here I go Guys!!! 

- Mother language -

É amanhã pessoal! AMANHÃ!!! Não podia mesmo estar mais feliz...na verdade estou super ansioso e nervoso...o tempo parece que não passa, teima em deambular pelas ruas e ignorar-me! Finalmente vou sentir-me no meu lugar no mundo, no sítio da minha alma, perto daquele que amo! Nos próximos dias não vão haver livros, nem Hospital (apesar de ter de ir lá amanhã de manhã para dar um pouco da minha graça) e, principalmente, vamos (os dois XD) esquecer a distância! Merda para a distância...é o último ano que a sentimos...só mais um bocadinho, né? Bem, tenho de admitir que também estarei longue aqui do Blogui...mas nada como pensar que em 6 dias vou ter montes de novidades e fotografias para partilhar! :DDD

See you soon guys! / Volto em breve!

Kisses...

João

Here I go Brussels!

Closer and closer...

It is getting closer and closer each day...minute after minute I am a step closer to the place where I have my heart, soul and life! In one week I will be travelling to Brussels! :D...Finally together again!

Of course this means I'll be able to wear winter cloths and take an huge amount of pictures...but that is less important to me at this moment! I'm crazy excited!!!!!!!!!!!! XD

Huge kisses,

João

Not calm words...

Hello guys...today is an outstanding day for those who simply dislike when I start writing about silly things in a very unsure and non clarifying way...today I've decided to be more precise... In fact, I've started to wonder how many of you, who delightfully or not come across my blog, actually end up readying what I write? I don't know the answer, and despite the fact of most of my words being rather fair to my utmost defining personal edges, I believe that sometimes it's better to keep it simple.

Today I've figured out that I don't have quite a picture about how I seem to be for you as a blogger or a free writer, nor even as a person (personality I mean)...as usual I'm always doubting about myself, and since this blog has been here for one year by now, I wonder if I have done something right or willing to be followed. As a matter of fact, I really don't know. Since I actually do this kind of self-worshipping not really for those who come across this home-made stuff but for me as a way to indulge my creative and artistic needs, I do it in a very particular way that I don't really get if it fits. Let me tell you what keeps me going as a blogger: 1. I like the way fashion binds people freely, just like any other artistic expression; 2. I like to learn from people who knows more than me; 3. I like to write, even if it is just to remain closed inside an online box; 4. I believe that, somehow, someone will be inspired as I was and still am by some of you guys (tho I always end up concluding that I'm not that good as an inspiration...only if what matters is to wear what to find great for yourself); 5. I like perspectives, more or less extreme then mine, specially when they help me to improve my own opinions...and that, of course, requires an huge amount of honesty...And there's the most dark side of online fashion world: How can you tell when people are being honest with you??? Honestly guys, haven't you got that feeling yet, while readying some comments here and there, of being unable to understand a bunch of positive words about something completely wrong? Well I certainly have that quite often...and perhaps it's because of my rule to not fake an opinion that I don't end up having an HUGE number of comments or a big BOOM on my followers...or I'm just too moron to not understand some tides! You see, I have a quite sharp self-criticism sense (if this is the way you say this); I do know that my blog remains a prototype, a Beta-testing thing for many and for me as well...The thing is, I do not work for kind words or well disguised bitter comments...I believe in one thing: those who come to my blog and leave some words are not seeking for some improvement on the number of views or anything like that...That's why I like it my way!

And you guys?

Sorry for the biggggggg "not calm" realization...but I couldn't help it...XD

Source @ TFS

The Freak

at VMan

Ph: Sølve Sundsbø

Model: Jacob Coupe

Never ending days...

What if I blend my self among the waters from the rain with the clouds as vanishing starters? What if Peter? Couldn't you be merciful and teach me how to fly? Perhaps I would be closer to my needs...Sometimes winter knocks you out with such a strong impulse that you can't close your eyes and believe in mesmerizing beauties! It is, indeed, snowing inside...like a lilly, I'm not that special nor even that rare...but I'm meaningful! Is that a good thing? If this is just the time of wondering, I wonder when will this steady wait end? Not as if it is unknown...cause it is not...nor even as I am not willing to give it all...but I would happily fall asleep to wake up just then! Just to be able to stare to those shiny little eyes...just to feel again the warm touch of knowing it all! I miss everything now...My mind fills me with the illusion of an imminent touch, a newborn clumsiness to wake up just because that simplicity of a shared silence is perfect...I don't want to leave dreamland! Am I a lost boy?  "Second to the right, and straight on til morning!" Everyday closer and closer to you...

Then It will be a Laugh and a Sunny day! I'll always be by your side...

Daily Words

The night is falling, yet the mind remains clear...I'm missing the warm feeling of the skin while the snow is tumbling down the winter's morning mood...I know that, perhaps this year I might experience it again...like a memory of the  fire's touch while watching as it burns the dry wood during our Christmas days...I miss you everyday. Waiting for a new Christmas!

PS: I want to buy WINTER clothes!!!

Daily Words

And so it was remembering how it is to feel alone with my own thoughts, watching the time going by, saying few unspeakable sentences as a partner of the northern winds coming as the moment comes closer. It's indeed a rather odd feeling, mixed at least: good for the moments to crystalline themselves as they meet their rightful conclusions, awful to meet, indeed the newborn conclusions and to face their meanings. One: one more year; Two: I have to learn the ways of understandings, not cosy words; Three: I'm glad I still have my stronghold with me; Four: I'll be waiting; Five: What's time?...just that...we are bigger; Six: This may seem impossible to manage, like a fairy-tale; Seven: There's no princess, no witch, no unfindable obstacles, just what is left from a fairy-tale; 8: I do believe in fairy-tales...

Björk new cover and song

Fashion designer: ThreeAsFour

Daily Words

It is getting closer each day: another postponed daily hug, or kiss, even a single touch...postpone your luck...Sometimes I wonder where to put my selfish desires; I need them too, you know? Where to put them? Perhaps I should be answering "not where, but when!". One thing I can assure: I'll be waiting to see your lights turning back to the source...that would be me!